Wednesday, November 29, 2000

Boom goes the daisy flower having sex with ...

Dear Diary,

I write to you at the request of Kat. Hi!

We've been working on our webpages at the Whazzup Compound as we now call it.

Ok, only I call it that.

But check it out. Last link on the main page. Lots of crack headed graphics to be had by all.

And in other news, I have been listening to my own homebrew soundtrack to Star Controll II. I like it muchly. It calms and isolates me.

I'm making many new friends lately. I have been talking on chat programs like I just discovered the internet. Which is cool since I don't go out much anymore. But I like talking to: Kat, Celine, and Ladiebug. They are cool. Also Snobunny and Kel when they come online.


Once there was this kewt leedle butterfly who flew from one end of a daisy field to the other... mainly because she considered the daisy the most beautiful flower.

One day the kewt butterfly ordered some pizza pizza from little ceasar the fifth. She promptly ate it and discovered that she forgot to iron her pants! What a tragedy. They were covered with and filled with her honey!

So she put the honey in a cup and ...

/rizzn

Quote of the Entry: "it's like a tuesday or friday night and you're having sex and not paying that much attention to it and them something happens from there and it's done, you breakup or something."
- reality

Monday, November 27, 2000

Poke the Runic Stones

Dear Diary,

I have assigned myself to figure something out.

I am somewhat a fan of language. I am not super good at learning new ones, I am mediocre, I guess you would say. However, I really admire language, and what it can tell you about a culture and such things.

Well, naturally that makes me a big fan of J.R.R. Tolkien's writings and life, really. One of the best linguists in history really. Really knew his stuff.

The brief history on Tolkien that many people don't know. Tolkien, when he was growing up, learned with his mother 7 languages, fluently, written and oral. This is before he's even in like middle school or whatever the equivalent is.

So he goes to University (Oxford), knowing like 12 (and three dead languages) languages or something, and they don't have one he can learn available, and he is majoring in linguistics (Doctorate program or something). So after he demonstrated his command of the language, and they were all like, sh!t, we can't teach you anything. How about you come up with a language and we'll give you a doctorate in linguistics.

So he writes two, for the fun of it.

One of his favorite languages or maybe more accurately, one of his more commonly known languages was the version of runic he created that became the dwarven language in the Lord of the Rings series.

Yet in all I have read, Tolkien or otherwise, I haven't found a single reference for how the runic alphabet (futhark) actually have a religious meaning.

The most common theory is that the language originated from the middle eastern area.. either the turks or a semite country. These are the languages that the futhark resemble most in history around the time of the origin of the language as best as scholars can divine.

The only other prevailing theory is that it came much later, and was primarily influenced by the Latin alphabet.

Either way, they originated A.D. not having to do with ancient Norse history as is usually indicated by non-documented histories.

So why exactly is it that every non-documented historic site about Runes on the internet I can find tries to assign a magical property to the Runic alphabet. I cannot find a well documented site even providing a semi-solid connection between magical properties or percieved magical properties about the runes and the runes actual history.

Don't get me wrong, I love runes, I can read and write in several versions fluently. I just don't get it where people are making these associations. All of them seem to be recent additions to history trying.

I just don't like historical corruption. It's dumb.

/rizzn

Quote of the Entry: (from the Chat Logs)

RznDoUrdn: heh.. you said poke.
RznDoUrdn: I think I am going to compile a list of the top ten best words, and poke may make that list.
XdaphneanX: that's a good word. yes! definitely in the top ten.

Sunday, November 26, 2000

It's just a ploy, don't listen to the raving lunatic!!!

Dear Diary,

I think that it rules that people read my diary and then write about it. That is one of the more gratifying things about having a journal in a community.

D*land is cool among journal communities, too. I think that everyone here is a bit closer than other journal communities, not that I'd have any experience with that. I think that it has to do with the way it's laid out. Or perhaps just the trend. Dunno.

We are all on one domain, always nodding to our friends.

Hey, one question though. I know I'm *mostly* honest about how I deep down feel about stuff. Are you? Do you put down what you really feel about things or do you put down more and more front the more friends you make on D*land?

Because everyone, I'm pretty sure, reaches the point where they have made a few friends that they think read their diary's on a regular basis, and so they feel the need to perform to "keep readership". (Or perhaps that's just me).

You know, the idea that who wants to read about someone's boring problems when they have problems of their own to solve.

But I think our kind, d*land people that is, like to fix problems. But more than that, we are secret (or not-so-secret) voyeurs who like to *read* about other peoples problems. Satisfies the drama queen in all of us. Y'see, we don't actually have to get involved with the drama, but we still get to experience it as if we were there. I mean, we *are* reading first hand accounts of the drama.

Or maybe that's just me. I've grown accustomed to a certain level of craziness in my life, but I don't like to deal with the fallout.

Well, let me re-phrase this... I have had my share and your share and your sister's share of crazyness in my life in the last 4 years. I like to read about other peoples crazyness in an attempt to justify my inordinate amout of crazyness that occurs in my life and perhaps to offer a creamy noughat of wisdom here or there.

Yeah, that's the ticket.

Um, yeah, I'm mostly rambling today. This entry was really a ploy to use this awesome quote of the entry I found in Celine's diary just now.

/rizzn

Quote of the Entry: "[Dad] laughed, and said. "poet. yeah right, poet. i'm a landscaper. I ACTUALLY DIG THE DITCHES. poets don't dig the ditches."

i've been digging ditches all day long,
- celinha

the prozak months

Dear Diary,

Yeah, well, it was time to update my diary. And it's look. I got whazzup.org back online, but once again, all the content is gone. What is it with me and losing domain content. Everyone in this universe seems hell bent on me losing my domain content on my various web sites.

Well, my home page is now going to be whazzup.org/~riz. I gave the domain to my roommate so he could keep it up a little better than I.

I was thinking I would let my closest d*land friends and then after they get a shot, some other cool d*land people if they want get some webspace on it. I think it's like 10 megs I have it set to right now, but if you need more for something, you can probably have it. But if you want a directory on the oh-so-cool whazzup.org you can have it. :)

Oh by the way, Florida sucks. And this is coming from a native Floridian. So you can take my word on it.

So tell me my new look is cool. I need the re-assurance. heh

/rizzn

Quote of the Entry: "Memories of highschool are mostly amusing, except for the ones where I was bitter at everyone within the school and would have preffered them dead if I had to prefer them in any form of existence.... Which tended to be all the time, but at least this game brings back good memories"
- crackbaby

Saturday, November 25, 2000

Hopefully one of the last revisits to reality discussions, but don't hold your breath

Dear Diary,

Some words from an old German philosopher named Leibniz that I think explains things a little better than I can:


Necessary Truths. Necessary truths are those truths which are so by logical definition. For instance the phrase, "a senior citizen is any elderly person." How do we know this is true? It's true because we have said it was true, by the very definition of our terms "senior citizen" and "elderly." These are thus truths "by necessity."

Other forms of necessary truths are: "a circle is a perfectly round line"; "a square is an area enscribed by four straight lines of equal size meeting at right angles to each other"; "8 + 3 = 11." These are true because we have ourselves defined the word "eleven" to mean eleven and not ten--or because we have given the name "circle" to the round object and the name "square" to the boxy object. We could have reversed the words and taught ourselves to see them accordingly--even teaching our children to use these words in this new way and it would not change anything about reality. We are only talking about things that are "true" by common definition. If you change the definitions you only are changing our vocabulary, our terminology--not the reality of the things in themselves.

Some people when asked what color the sea is might say "green." Others might say "blue" There is no point in arguing which of these statements is true, because they are true by definition--that is by how a person defines the boundaries of blue or green--especially where they meet each other on our personal color charts!

This arbitrariness is the very essence of all things that are true by definition, by necessity.

Contingent Truths. Also--this necesary truth which is true by very definition or necessity has no cause and effect to make it true, such as "if you go out in the rain you will get wet." The latter kind of truth is a truth of fact, a truth of science, a "contingent" truth. It is true because something "causes" it to be true. A contingent truth is a very different order of truth than a necessary truth.

In our modern thinking, every event supposedly has its particular "cause," something that caused it to be or to happen. We are not merely interested in the necessary truth that "Johnny is wet." If we were Johnny's mother, we would certainly want to know why Johnny is wet. We would be interested in the contingency of his wetness--that is, the realm of cause-and-effect about his wetness. (But Johnny himself in the face of such a question might speak up: "Aw Mom, I'm not wet, I'm just a little damp." He is offering up a necessary truth when his mother is looking for a contingent truth: "how did you get this way?")

The thing that characterizes modern culture is our preoccupation with contingent truths. We want to know why things happen. We're like one of two people gazing at a setting sun across a lake, blanketed by clouds of hues of pink and orange and even red. One person might be thinking "how beautiful this all is" (a truth by necessity). But we westerners would be too busy to notice such beauty because our minds were working on the thought: "why do these colors occur as they do; what causes the red, the orange and the yellow?" We don't just want to receive the truths of the events. We want to master those truths. And so we busy our thoughts with the quest for contingent truths. We are of a scientific bent or nature!

Anyway, it is this realm of cause and effect truths that our modern, western, "empirical" science is designed to explore. In the end, such science hopes to be able to provide an explanation for everything that happens under the sun--in terms of the causes of all things.

The ultimate contradictions inherent in contingent truths. The difficulty, however, of trying to describe life, the very universe, through such truths of fact or contingent truths is that there is no end to their contingency. If everything has a cause there can be nothing that has no cause. And yet something has to start the series of cause-and-effect off. By this very logic of cause-and-effect there can never be some kind of ultimate starting point, a point at which things simply are, without a cause. And yet the process of cause and effect necessarily requires some kind of a starting point, one which would be the ultimate cause of all other causes. Thus this logic cannot, because of its need to explain all events in terms of their cause, provide any kind of explanation of this most important of all causes: the first cause! At this most critical of points in its line of logic, its very logic breaks down!

Thus without being able to provide an explanation for first causes, there can be no true logic to such a science. Indeed, all that factual or contingent science can do is to study the appearances of events, and their apparent causes. It cannot truly find the ultimate cause of anything.


At any rate, I had a reasonably good thanksgiving. I got drunk on thanksgiving night and had a muscle relaxant, and fell fast asleep on the crackbaby mansion floor. Yes, we went to Tyler to visit our parental units for the holidays, and that was all fun for a while, but I'm glad to be back. My parents still don't approve of me starting my own business. For some reason they never have. They always find it to be a waste of time.

Maybe when I'm worth a billion dollars, they'll think it was worth it. I want to please them, I really do, but I don't know what it really takes to wow them anymore. I thought showing motivation enough to start my own business and suceed would be enough. But no. Apparently I'm still not responsible enough at the age of 21 to care for myself and look out to see if I'm being illicitly being parted from my money much less to start my own business.

I'll make them proud if it is the last thing that I do. Dangit!

At any rate, hrmm.. I'm kinda tired, so I think I'm going to have a nappy time now.

/rizzn

Quote of the Entry: "very few winged aliens are chosen to perform those roles"
- pulse

Wednesday, November 22, 2000

High drama in my pants!

dear diary...

i hate people, i think. is that bad?

the people responsible for me being forced to go to work today. for three hours. the people who rewrite the constitution like the florida supreme court. stupid people. oh man i hate stupid people. middle management, i don't like either. idiots in charge of me. idiots that work with me. idiots that work for me. all these people suck donkey d!ck.

there is this guy talking to leah and pam down the hall from me. he looks like a scarecrow, except that's how he normally looks. i think i should go kill him, he's frightening the locals.

there's a lot of ill feeling floating around today.

in me.

/rizzn

quote of the entry: "High Drama in Presidential Race"
- reuters headline this morning

Monday, November 20, 2000

President Strom Thurmond

Dear Diary...

I found this on the internet (the one that al gore made up)...


Strange but True:

According to the Constitution, the Speaker of the House of Representatives is to be offered the job of President if the Electoral College is unable to pick a winner before January 20, 2001. Some have speculated that Dennis Hastert (R-IL) would be unwilling to give up the Speakership for a temporary stint as President. After all, why would anyone want to trade a multi-year tenure as the third most powerful man in America for no more than a few weeks in the Oval Office?

If the House Speaker refuses to become President, the next in line behind him, according to the Constitution, is the longest-serving member of the majority party in the U.S. Senate. In this case, that person is 98-year old Republican Senator Strom Thurmond from South Carolina. After seeking the White House in the usual way in 1948, Thurmond may now become President as the result of the closest national election in history. Sure, it's an unlikely scenario, but it's possible.

One has to wonder if Strom Thurmond gets butterflies whenever he ponders the fact that he could actually become President, even if just for a little while. Even more interesting would be knowing what he would do if given the opportunity. Think about it, at 98 years of age, Strom Thurmond doesn't need to be concerned about how his agenda as President will be received by voters. Instead, he is probably more concerned about how his agenda will be received in Heaven.

Senator Thurmond is arguably one of the most conservative politicians ever to serve in Congress. Therefore, it is entirely possible that President Thurmond would be the most conservative Chief Executive to ever occupy the White House.

Consider the possibilities...

With the stroke of a pen, President Thurmond could write into law any public policy he wishes, so long as a two-thirds majority in Congress does not vote to override him. On Thurmond's first day in office, he could conceivably write Executive Orders to accomplish the following:

Eliminate unconstitutional taxes (like the income tax, the capital gains tax, the death tax, the gift tax, the Social Security tax)

Enact tariffs on foreign goods to pay for the legitimate needs of government

Enact an outright ban on homosexuals in the military

End all federal funding for abortion at home and abroad

Declare all human beings to be "persons" from the moment of conception (thereby criminalizing all abortions)

Eliminate the grossly immoral National Endowment for the Arts

Close the failed federal Department of Education

Restore a U.S. military presence in the Panama Canal.

To compliment his own conservative influence in Washington, Thurmond could appoint the most conservative administration in U.S. history. To illustrate, the staff at moreinformation.net have put together a list of "top prospects" for cabinet positions and other nominations in a Thurmond administration. They are listed below for your thoughtful consideration:


Now that's funny!

/rizzn

Quote of the Entry: "Day 12 in the Banana Republic..."
- crackbaby